things that would hurt you if i tried to explain them and i’m done with that. hurting you.
(alternatively: things you’ll never understand about me even if you tried. this may breed resentment.)
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things that would hurt you if i tried to explain them and i’m done with that. hurting you.
(alternatively: things you’ll never understand about me even if you tried. this may breed resentment.)
what counts is i am not a victor- i am losing
but i’m writing it all down, all the chasing, the confusion
all the bruises and the ruins
she can’t love me, okay- moving
on means going faster
(i avoided a disaster)
and i’ll stay up all night
writing lines to make it matter Continue reading “the verge”
you and your stupid cat are the bane of my existence. actually, scratch that- the cat’s fine, which is the whole issue here.
the floor is sinking. that’s all there is to it. the carpet falls into the earth and us with it, clutching at air.
hand me the pen now it might be too late
lower the drawbridge, open the gate
remember that night we drove down to the lake
remember those times you didn’t show up
i’m not allowed to always feel safe, i know this, cherish it in that weird itchy-sweater-i-can’t-bear-to-throw-out-yet way. this is fine. we can’t always be picnics and long skirts and things that remind me of the better times, the nights i had no expectations of myself or you or anything, really. Continue reading “tip the scale”
i’ve got a bad case of writer’s block- all i can think about is you
there’s no plot to that
there’s tension, loaded silence, every damn thing i’m gonna do
when i get you alone,
sure
but where’s the juicy violence?
your glock 19, your coke habit, your homicidal ex-lovers? Continue reading “blocked”
There are only two things to do in this town- bone or spend your parents’ money. Sometimes the two aren’t mutually exclusive. Continue reading “February ’17”
you were stupid in the summer, sporting too-short dresses and twirling around like i might catch you with my camera. Continue reading “summer lovin’”
I asked her, “are we out of the woods yet?” and she said she wasn’t sure of anything anymore and I said that doesn’t answer my damn question and a chip bag crackled and the connection was lost. Continue reading “re: her”